Stuck

Well, presently I am quarantined to my room, not so much by choice, but rather because the bathroom door outside my bedroom got left open and has left me pinned in 611 D. Soon hopefully, I will get rescued by one of my neighbors who are eating lunch right now. Luckily I have a box of cheezits and some homemade fudge to sustain me.

Anyway this time is good I guess for me to have some reflection time. I finished my last exam ever last night for my Movie Musicals class. Although it sounds like a bullshit class, it is far from. Memorizing the names of characters, composers, actors, and directors for 11 musicals twas not easy. [sorry I just got distracted by a commercial for Brokeback Mountain. Is it weird that I really want to see this film? Is it even weirder that I am somewhat excited about seeing Jake Gyllenthal and Heath Ledger makeout? It is intriguing. I don't really blame men for getting all excited over lesbian action....because if lesbians looked like Donnie Darko and The Patriot...I would be alll over it!!] sorry back to the matter at hand, graduation. I am excited, but feel it is somewhat anticlimactic. I mean a bunch of the people I really want to be there, can't come. Phillip just moved to San Diego. Andraea will be in Florida. Kristen has to work because she is taking the whole next week off for Christmas.

I also started back working at "The Secret" (Victoria's Secret to those in the know) this weekend and feel that it will be great motivation to get me out there looking for a real job. I don't want to be 4o and working in retail. I hate hearing peopel bitch about a job that isn't challenging at all. Its not like Brentwood people are unwilling to buy overpriced lingerie or bath products. I used to love this job last Christmas. What has changed? Not sure if it is me or the people. I want something where I have more to say then:

"Hello...Who are you shopping for today? well just to let you know about the deals going on in the garden today: everything on this wall is 3/$24 or 6/$30. You can mix and match any combination of products and scents. Also don't feel limited to 6 products, becuase if you go over 6, they are $5 a piece."